Several hours after dinner on Tuesday night I got up from the couch and I could not walk. The pain in my left hip/pelvic area was so excruciating that I could not put any weight on my leg without winching in tears. Slowly, I was able to make it to my bedroom holding onto furniture and walls. In this condition, I could not even make it downstairs to get to my car!
My thoughts and fears were racing. OMG, what is happening??? Hip and leg issues are often fear indication of moving forward which is a lot of what I have been feeling lately. I have been strongly nudged to visibly own the physical energy healing work I have been doing with clients for the past two years transmitting an evolved version of Quantum Healing energy with a large multidimensional team.
People have been experiencing relief from pain, accelerated healing, symptoms disappearing, often in a matter of hours. I am very comfortable and confident with the mental, emotional and spiritual inner tranformation work I have been doing for three decades.
Come out as a healer for physical health issues? I was squirming in discomfort. I know I have been killed or harmed in many past lives for speaking my truth and sharing my healing gifts. Breathing…..
So here I was in pain and I can’t walk! In my fear and tears, all I kept thinking is, “I need help! I cannot function like this!!” I refused to call 911. Instead, I contacted my inner circle of healers for healing energy, called on my badass spiritual team to clear all fears and doubts, pulled Angelic essences I get from friend Chris Oldham and began verbalizing truth statements, such as “It is safe for me to be visible. It is safe for me to be who I am. I am a perfect reflection of the Divine and therefore I AM whole, well, and in perfect health NOW!”
That night I asked my spiritual team to bathe me in Quantum healing while I slept, to download any helpful insights into my consciousness, took some ibuprofen and went to sleep praying I would feel better the next day. The following day I also had a visit with a nurse practitioner I work with.
When I awoke the following morning I could walk with pain (Whew YEA!) and pulled out two of my health meditations focusing on physical healing. With the support of two healing session that I aready had scheduled on my calendar (Divine synchronicity!), further energies were cleared from ancestral issues that I didn’t have to self-facilitate. I was able to briefly go out and run a few errands.
And I received a critical piece of instruction from my team that I have been successfully testing and tweaking with pain spikes as my body works through pockets of subconscious resistance to unwind the spasm so that I stop recreating different kinds of pain experiences in the future. I have also modified my inner warrior energies to support me more positively. I can feel the pain levels decreasing as my body heals.
My intention for the next several days is resting, hydrating, lots of breathing and surrendering resistance as I continue releasing, integrating and using my tools and processes as I feel guided. I feel exhausted. I know this happened so I can move forward even though it was a “holy shit” experience that really shook and scared me.
Feeling waves of gratitude for the gifts, resources and wisdom to support this healing! And feeling deep appreciation for the things I take for granted to being able to see, breath, walk…
I wrote a post several weeks ago called, “Is Suffering Necessary” and used the quote by Eckhart Tolle.“Is suffering really necessary? Yes & no. If you had not suffered as you have, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion. Suffering cracks open the shell of ego & then comes a point when it has served its purpose. Suffering is necessary until you realize it is unnecessary.”
My mantra: “With every step I take, I gently and lovingly release all that no longer serves me with ease and grace!“
Love to you all <3